I can't sleep. Listening to some melancholic songs on youtube will surely bring my spirit up *sarcastically sure*.
Anyway what's a single mother to do when she can't sleep huh. Let's write and vent out what's inside. I suppose there's so much inside that somehow it's blocking my sleeping mode. Nevermind, it's the school holidays so I get to sleep in and just chill.
Not going anywhere for the school holidays. Will just be in JB and just relax and take it slow. One day at a time. Before you know it the new school year has started and I will have two exam year children. Luckily I'm not that exam-year-get-paranoid kind of mother. I believe there is so much a child can do in her exams. Guide well, encourage them and make doa all will be well. That is all a mother can do. My two elder ones have done well thus far so my record is all good. Insya Allah.
I believe as long as the child knows his or her parent is confident of them doing well they will do so. Just stay positive for them. That's all we parents can do.
In a few months time I will turn 46. My of my few more years to turning 50 from than on. I make doa I will still be around then. I make doa Allah will let me see my children get settled in their adult life, that I get to see my grandchildren and see my children enjoying their time with their own family.
Life is as you make it to be. I am blessed and I know Allah has only the best for me.
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